Hi guys, i'm sick again. Flu.. Due to walking under the rain after recess or in the ava room..
Here goes my life journey:

Physic- Went to Ava room. Super cold. Cold till my nose very pain.
Chemistry- Do finish the work that teacher gave, cannot tahan already so lie down to sleep..
Chinese- Do work.
Recess- Saw syahidah then after that nurul and rebakah come to find us.. Fcuking dulan with rebakah. Cb.
Math- Got a "test" due to yesterday what we've learnt for the don't know what.. Got five teacher in our class taking photos/video..
Geography-TEST ! And anyhow do de sia..
English- Same same.

Hope tomorrow can go out, don't wanna stay at home.. STRESS!
Ok, byebye

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The time now is 11:11
Yet i'm still awake just like others..
Today just too many things happening..
I cried..
No matter how much i want to give in , you just won't give a damn..
Dad misunderstanding me.. No matter how much i want to explain myself..
Just, he won't trust me..
Maybe i'm just.... Just a fcuking bitch that no people will even care and love me..
I want your love, daddy.
I want your trust...
I want your hug.
I really need you to love me again..
But you lose faith in me...
Because of stress bah..
I know you are having a lot alot of stress&problems........
I need both of your love, Dad and mum
I love you all..

Just now, wq just told me something..
Its just make me stare in the blank for a few mins..
And tears burst out..
No matter how much i love and want to give in, you won't give a damn..
Maybe.. Maybe its just what he told me, i found wrong guy..
wo ai shang le ni shi yi zhong cuo wu..

Smile to represent how hurt the pain is.
Smile.. Yes, smile..